Holiday Blessings

This week has already been a crazy one and its only Monday night.  Our pediatrician called today with the results of Elena’s blood tests.  Her blood count is normal — hooray!  Her thyroid, T4, level is normal, but her TSR hormone level is elevated, so we now will add the endocrinologist to our list of specialists.  But, in all likelihood she will just be put on medication to regulate her levels.  So now, I am going to put my worries to rest because I have too much to get done this week.  We start a new round of appointments once January hits, but we don’t have anything to do but enjoy the miracles of Christmas until then.

Caden and Ava still believe with their wide eyes and open hearts, and I wish that I could figure out a way to bottle it up and use it throughout the year.  To be able to believe in all things good and true and pure.  I have managed to put away my tears, at least for the time being, and I am going to just be.  I am going to let in all the good and true and pure that surrounds me and my sweet children and not worry about the what coulds or what ifs.  I am slowly letting go of my need to control everything and everyone because I realize that it is just unrealistic and I am simply driving myself crazy trying to do so.  I will lead by example.  I will learn from my children and at the same time teach them. 

I hope this Christmas that you all find the good and the true and the pure in your lives.  I have been blessed with so much and it is time for me to start enjoying it.


~ by triumphsforelena on December 21, 2010.

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